Saturday, June 30, 2007


Welp, I made it.

I just drove up the coast for basically 7 hours and am now in the Oakland area for a day or so.... and I am exhausted! but happy that I have internet!! yay!
in the meantime, I'm going to be lounging around enjoying the cable and air-conditioning.

Monday, June 25, 2007


Hey, well. In my spare time I went through all my old pictures and compiled a bunch that I haven't yet posted. So, I figure that I'll start airing them out, for lack of new content.

Friday, June 22, 2007


So I'm here in LA, not doing anything.

Not entirely sure why I agreed to come out, since I've got basically nothing to do. However, I guess it's nice being in a new place.

Before coming, I decided not to bring any latex or fetish stuff, which turned out to be a good decision since I'm staying at my father's place and he's coming home early, so I wouldn't have really had any time anyway.

Anyway, I'm all jet-lagged, so I have nothing fetish related to write about at the moment.. BUT! from my ads I'm reaching pay-day. So I should be pulling in a $100 towards fetish gear soon, but I have no idea as to what I should get!
any suggestions?

Monday, June 18, 2007


Okay, So I'm going to be in LA starting this Thursday for about a week. Now, I have very little to do while there and know basically nothing about the city and the area. So if anyone knows of anything interesting or fun to do while there, let me know.
Thank you

(p.s. that includes vanilla/touristy stuff)

Saturday, June 16, 2007


Closet updated his site!

Thursday, June 14, 2007


Okay, well I've been pretty sick lately, so much so that I haven't been sleeping very much at all, or eating right, or doing anything productive. So, I haven't been thinking much about latex or anything like that, however I feel like I'm on the up and up, even though I still have this really unpleasant sounding cough left over from it.

Normally when I get sick I lose weight, however this time I feel like I've gained weight. I never really know for sure until I get all dressed in skin-tight rubber, but I feel fatter. =(
So to motivate myself I'm posting a few pix I took from a thinner time.

P.S. -
Thank you for the message Bart.
I know the feeling (of not knowing what to say) but it is appreciated that something was said. =P
also, yeah. Introducing latex to one's partner is not the easiest thing in the world, but it's great once you have it all out in the open. So Good Luck!! =D

P.P.S. -
I have an interesting photo-set idea in the works. So there may be something fun to look at here in the coming weeks... but don't get your hopes too far up!

Thursday, June 7, 2007

So a few weeks ago I had this conversation with a friend of mine about sex and I don't feel like we ended up fleshing it out all that well.
Anyway, the conversation itself is rather unimportant I suppose, but we had some disagreements about sex, or at least sexual behavior and how it's handled.

I was describing to her how the idea of just regular old mechanical in and out sex day in and day out gets old. I mean, we all know this, if not from personal experience then from the media, seeing the stereotypical husband and wife that don't even touch each other anymore.. if not that, then it can be seen in the romanticized version of infidelity that's all over movies and television shows now.

The thing is, I feel like sex and sexual behavior is a beautiful thing, it can be an expression of one's-true self, but it can also just be a cage, routine, a fulfillment of a physiological need. It seems all too often when talking to friends in long-term relationships that they have just lost sexual interest in their partners. When they have sex they just think of someone else to stay in the mood.. and it seems that this has become a normal coping method for lots of couples.

I personally feel like this is killing sex, morality, and even to some extent, marriage in the US.
On a purely experience-based level, I feel like when one is not present in a moment as special or intense as sex, then they are missing out on something wonderful.
I think it's terrible when I hear my guy friends talk about methods of 'holding out' which involves thinking 'unsexy' thoughts, so they can squeeze a few more minutes into the mechanical reaming of their mate.
Conversely, I think it's even worse when people need to fantasize about other people while having sex in order to make it more exciting. The main reason why I think this is problematic, aside from not being present in the moment, is that if someone's turn-on or even fetish is the novel value of someone new, then how long will it be until they fulfill this fantasy in reality?

I mean, we all know the feeling, we all went through the stage where we would get excited at the thought of latex, masking, etc. and there just came a point when we had to experience it ourselves. (for those of you who haven't yet, you will.. and it will be good)
What I'm getting at here is that thought is the first step before action, so if one thinks about someone else while with their partner, it won't be long until they will be doing someone else all together. Which of course causes problems for monogamous relationships.

I've always liked the idea of being able to fulfill any and every fantasy with the person that you are with. Yeah, latex, masking, etc. it's not cheap, but I feel like it's so much healthier for any relationship, since you can share the most superb, amazing, and sexually satisfying fantasies with one partner over a life-time and you don't have to secretly fantasize about anyone else. I feel like it's entirely worthwhile to shell out some cash and make fantasies into realities all within the boundaries of a relationship.

However, as many of us know or can imagine, functionally integrating a fetish like this one into a healthy relationship can be far from easy; with the time it takes to dress up and the mechanical issues involved in masking, corsetry, etc. but it seems like a small price to pay in order to maintain satisfaction, internal security, and both ones self and partner mentally present during sex.

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Thank you for the comments Jeremy and Closet.
Being the person on the side... sucks. I don't recommend it to any self-respecting individual.

Yeah.. D's gone now, but wasn't ever really here I suppose.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't a little relieved. Anyway, I have been getting a bit more into the mood of dressing, however I still haven't picked up my mask. Also, a friend of mine will be staying with me for about a week soon, so no dressing.

gleeeeeeeh.. as usual.