Free quick video in my Male Rubber mask and outfit - click here to see it
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Animus: Doll F*ck (PHub - 5.99 USD)
Animus: Doll F*ck (C4S - 7.99 USD)
Saturday, December 21, 2019
Animus: Rubber Doll F*ck
Free quick video in my Male Rubber mask and outfit - click here to see it
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Animus: Doll F*ck (PHub - 5.99 USD)
Animus: Doll F*ck (C4S - 7.99 USD)
Wednesday, December 11, 2019
Psychoeducation and Identification of our Fetish
So I work in the field of psychology and just thought it would be fun talk a little about the intersection of fetish, crossdressing, and psychology.
I'm trying to think about how a psychologist or psychiatrist would look at someone where masking was discovered. Like... a couple going to marriage counseling for issues and the masker's partner brings up masking as something negative. Or... a family doing family counseling and a child discovered a female mask. Or maybe someone experiencing some mental health issues and in the process of talking to their therapist disclosing about wearing female masks.
I think it would be pretty easy for a clinician to pull at that thread and focus on masking, perhaps out of personal interest (curiosity) or thinking that they're unraveling something very telling about the individual through their masking behaviors.
(so you wear female clothes and women's masks... how was your relationship with your mother?)
Perhaps this masking is some mix of gender dysphoria, transvestism, and fetishism, or at least to the untrained physician could be considered something that falls in the paraphilic behaviors category in the DSM-V (it's worth noting that pedophilia is included in this category).
I think it would be easy for a clinician to identify this behavior and basically turn it into a sickness, since it is so abnormal. (and psychology, if nothing else, is designed to understand what is 'normal' and help people who fall outside of that category get more in line with being 'normal' because normal = 'healthy.')
Transvestic disorder - (an existing diagnosis) - involving the subject having recurrent thoughts and compulsions to dress as the opposite sex for sexual gratification. This is NOT considered a disorder unless it causes the individual distress and impairment in social, financial or personal functioning.
Fetishistic disorder - (an existing diagnosis) - individual has recurrent, intense sexual arousal from an inanimate object, body-part (not genitalia), role playing, focus on certain physical characteristics, or non-intercourse related acts that causes distress and functional impairment.
So if anyone here encounters the mental health system and this comes up, know that masking is ONLY A PROBLEM IF YOU THINK IT IS A PROBLEM and/or if it has caused some decreased functioning that is worrisome for you. In this day and age of gender neutral bathrooms and equal rights for transgendered people, we should all know that we cannot be discriminated against legally (meaning loss of job, loss of promotion, refused housing, etc.) for our fetish. I mean, we can absolutely be discriminated against socially, but not legally.
On a side note.. I've spent way too much money on gear lately, but that's a whole other story.
But I keep seeing maskers on social media sending out apologies for their lack of content or absences from being visible online. To them I want to say, DON'T APOLOGIZE! You should only be masking if/when you want to. With social media I think that people are getting caught up in the 'likes' culture and wanting to keep producing and producing (I'm certainly in the hamster wheel sometimes), but I think it's also important to stop and take a step back and evaluate why you're masking every time you mask. If you're thinking, I want likes or people are expecting me to or I'm feeling down and this may cheer me up or I don't have anyone in my life and this helps me not feel alone, then I'm telling you, you're doing it wrong. If you're masking for those reasons, I'd strongly encourage you to do something else that's more productive towards your feelings with that time. For example, if you wish you had a wife or girlfriend and your solution is to mask, but after masking that feeling comes back at just the same intensity, then perhaps that time would've been better spent on a dating site (or fetlife), involving yourself in group activities (to meet people and just be socially active), or sprucing yourself up so you can find a mate.
I think that masking is a beautiful and wonderful thing full of excitement, unique sensations and insights, and helps us express a side of ourselves that we don't feel comfortable expressing in our everyday lives. It is a GOOD THING, as long as you treat it like a good thing. So be mindful when you mask and while masking focus on everything that you enjoy about it, because some of us (this was me a few years ago) fall into the bad habit of doing it for lack of other activities, playmates, partners, or due to social (online) pressures to.
I think it's perhaps also useful to understand what type of masker you are, since I've encountered a few budding young maskers who through masking realized that they were actually transgendered and masking was merely a stepping stone to that discovery (which is great!).
So far I've only thought of a few classifications for maskers:
Female masker - fetish type
Female masker - trasnvestic type
Female masker - disguise type
Female masker - mixed type
with modifiers like:
- with preference for latex, satin, lace
- exhibitionist type
- isolating type
- play type
So to classify myself: Female Masker - fetish type - preference for latex, isolating type.
I'd love for people to add to this list I've started. I also want to point out that I'm doing this partially as a fun exercise and partially because I think that we need to start developing language around our fetish. I think language development is important because until there are generally known words to describe us, we are largely unknown and subject to greater criticism, incorrect hypothesis about our intentions in masking, and open to having more stereotypes and negative attributions made about us as individuals, while having language helps establish us as a group. Safety in numbers!
I'm trying to think about how a psychologist or psychiatrist would look at someone where masking was discovered. Like... a couple going to marriage counseling for issues and the masker's partner brings up masking as something negative. Or... a family doing family counseling and a child discovered a female mask. Or maybe someone experiencing some mental health issues and in the process of talking to their therapist disclosing about wearing female masks.
I think it would be pretty easy for a clinician to pull at that thread and focus on masking, perhaps out of personal interest (curiosity) or thinking that they're unraveling something very telling about the individual through their masking behaviors.
(so you wear female clothes and women's masks... how was your relationship with your mother?)
Perhaps this masking is some mix of gender dysphoria, transvestism, and fetishism, or at least to the untrained physician could be considered something that falls in the paraphilic behaviors category in the DSM-V (it's worth noting that pedophilia is included in this category).
I think it would be easy for a clinician to identify this behavior and basically turn it into a sickness, since it is so abnormal. (and psychology, if nothing else, is designed to understand what is 'normal' and help people who fall outside of that category get more in line with being 'normal' because normal = 'healthy.')
Transvestic disorder - (an existing diagnosis) - involving the subject having recurrent thoughts and compulsions to dress as the opposite sex for sexual gratification. This is NOT considered a disorder unless it causes the individual distress and impairment in social, financial or personal functioning.
Fetishistic disorder - (an existing diagnosis) - individual has recurrent, intense sexual arousal from an inanimate object, body-part (not genitalia), role playing, focus on certain physical characteristics, or non-intercourse related acts that causes distress and functional impairment.
So if anyone here encounters the mental health system and this comes up, know that masking is ONLY A PROBLEM IF YOU THINK IT IS A PROBLEM and/or if it has caused some decreased functioning that is worrisome for you. In this day and age of gender neutral bathrooms and equal rights for transgendered people, we should all know that we cannot be discriminated against legally (meaning loss of job, loss of promotion, refused housing, etc.) for our fetish. I mean, we can absolutely be discriminated against socially, but not legally.
On a side note.. I've spent way too much money on gear lately, but that's a whole other story.
But I keep seeing maskers on social media sending out apologies for their lack of content or absences from being visible online. To them I want to say, DON'T APOLOGIZE! You should only be masking if/when you want to. With social media I think that people are getting caught up in the 'likes' culture and wanting to keep producing and producing (I'm certainly in the hamster wheel sometimes), but I think it's also important to stop and take a step back and evaluate why you're masking every time you mask. If you're thinking, I want likes or people are expecting me to or I'm feeling down and this may cheer me up or I don't have anyone in my life and this helps me not feel alone, then I'm telling you, you're doing it wrong. If you're masking for those reasons, I'd strongly encourage you to do something else that's more productive towards your feelings with that time. For example, if you wish you had a wife or girlfriend and your solution is to mask, but after masking that feeling comes back at just the same intensity, then perhaps that time would've been better spent on a dating site (or fetlife), involving yourself in group activities (to meet people and just be socially active), or sprucing yourself up so you can find a mate.
I think that masking is a beautiful and wonderful thing full of excitement, unique sensations and insights, and helps us express a side of ourselves that we don't feel comfortable expressing in our everyday lives. It is a GOOD THING, as long as you treat it like a good thing. So be mindful when you mask and while masking focus on everything that you enjoy about it, because some of us (this was me a few years ago) fall into the bad habit of doing it for lack of other activities, playmates, partners, or due to social (online) pressures to.
I think it's perhaps also useful to understand what type of masker you are, since I've encountered a few budding young maskers who through masking realized that they were actually transgendered and masking was merely a stepping stone to that discovery (which is great!).
So far I've only thought of a few classifications for maskers:
Female masker - fetish type
Female masker - trasnvestic type
Female masker - disguise type
Female masker - mixed type
with modifiers like:
- with preference for latex, satin, lace
- exhibitionist type
- isolating type
- play type
So to classify myself: Female Masker - fetish type - preference for latex, isolating type.
I'd love for people to add to this list I've started. I also want to point out that I'm doing this partially as a fun exercise and partially because I think that we need to start developing language around our fetish. I think language development is important because until there are generally known words to describe us, we are largely unknown and subject to greater criticism, incorrect hypothesis about our intentions in masking, and open to having more stereotypes and negative attributions made about us as individuals, while having language helps establish us as a group. Safety in numbers!
Sunday, November 17, 2019
May Mask by Roanyer Review
The Good:
As you can see above, it's a beautiful mask with a lovely expression. The mask is thick and flexible and feels sturdy and that it will last countless wears without rips or tears through basic use. As a 'play' mask I find this to be the most exciting, since it feels as though one can use their mouth and put on/take off the mask through a play session without complication.
There is a metal nose bridge that is secured on the inside of the mask, which does a nice job of preventing the nose-tent effect, where the material between the eyes of the mask just hangs down from the nose to the eyes creating an unnatural look.
The Drawbacks:
The fact you can see the metal nose bridge is one, the other is that the expression of the mask is baked in, meaning that you can't emote very much through this mask. I tried using glue with it, however the material of the mask doesn't hold it for very long since it is so rigid. This is to be expected with a mask like this. I find it to feel more like a rubber hood, easy to pop on and off, durable and easy to wear for long periods of time. So the main drawback is inherent to it's design/material, so I can't say that's a drawback, just something to be aware of.
Overall:
It's a tremendous, pretty, sturdy, flexible, beautifully shaped play mask that is absolutely worth the price. I highly recommend this mask!
Sunday, November 3, 2019
Saturday, October 19, 2019
Rubber F*ck a Rubber Butt
This whole video is pretty graphic, so I can't show a preview video, but you can check out the videos here:
Rubber F*ck a Rubber Butt on PornHub (4.99 USD)
Rubber F*ck a Rubber Butt on C4S (5.99 USD)
Rubber F*ck a Rubber Butt on PornHub (4.99 USD)
Rubber F*ck a Rubber Butt on C4S (5.99 USD)
Tuesday, October 8, 2019
Sick
So I've been sick for a bit of time and know that it will linger around for a bit. So it will delay my updates, but I do hope to have something new out in the next couple weeks, depending on how my health is.
Thursday, October 3, 2019
Saturday, September 28, 2019
Saturday, September 14, 2019
Sunday, September 8, 2019
Animus = Living Male Rubber Sex Doll (free video)
Why a male suit?:
I've been wanting to give more attention to my masc-side and if male masking catches on, I'd love if it were called "Masc'ing" cause I think it's clever, so I'm gonna call it that. But I've been wanting a male silicone suit for a long time, so I'm really happy that Eyung on Aliexpress (link on right bar) came through and made a male suit.
Review of the suit:
I like the suit quite a bit, however my only complaint is that the torso is fairly loose on me. I have my dimensions listed in my silicone female suit review. The positive part of the suit being loose is that it doesn't stress the zipper in the back, so I can see myself wearing this suit many times and the zipper not breaking down due to the looseness. The penis on the suit is about 12-14cm long and is completely hollow with a small hole at the end. The penis part is a flaccid sheath, so unless you're naturally 12-14cm while hard, you may need to wear an extender or something to fill the distance. The silicone itself is overall thinner than it is with the female silicone suit from Eyung. The suit has reasonable padding on the biceps, triceps, and shoulders. The chest is not padded and the abs have slight raising. In other words, this suit will make your arms look a little bigger, but won't make you into a muscle-man if you're not already somewhat in shape. I can see this being difficult for lots of female maskers, since many I talk to are thinner than me and shorter than me. So I was expecting this suit (like all the others) to be very tight, so it was surprising that it's actually kind of loose. The dimensions on the item listing are accurate, so pay close attention to them.
My biggest concern about the suit is that the penis and scrotum seem to be attached to the suit after it was poured and cast. The penis area (on the inside) has multiple seams and areas that looked frayed or slightly torn and glued over. So my biggest concern with the suit is that the penis area may rip, especially around the base of the shaft and the scrotum area. So make sure to lube in inside of the penis area thoroughly and not to stress it too much (which can be hard during intercourse).
Overall I'm very pleased with the suit and even more pleased that it doesn't come with a hidden cost like the female suits do. My only complaint is that it is looser than I would like. So I'll probably be getting padding to help fill out the torso more in the future.
Animus? I thought you went by Anima?:
So the name Animus I have tossed around a few times in the past. However, right when I started my blog I explained my name, but now about 15 years later it seems like an appropriate time to talk about it more.
The origin of my name "Anima" comes from Carl Jung, a psychiatrist/psychoanalyist who worked with Freud, but ultimately branched away from Psychoanalytic Theory and formed his own theory of mind and the subconscious. One of his lesser known concepts were that of the human psyche being broken into two sides, like yin and yang, however it was called Anima and Animus. Anima is the feminine side of the personality while Animus was the masculine side. I've been waiting a long time to get to flesh out my masculine side, and here he is.. in the rubber flesh! 😁
Where's the free video?!:
Click here to see the first video featuring Animus, Anima's male half. Enjoy!
(I labeled the video as "gay," which means you'll be seeing ads for guy on guy stuff. I probably missed the mark with that one, so I'll put a different category for my next one, so please bear with the ads for this video)
Saturday, August 31, 2019
Rubber D*ck Doll
New video up on the normal platforms!
unfortunately there are no pictures to go with it
Rubber D*ck Doll on PornHub (4.99 USD)
Rubber D*ck Doll on C4S (6.99 USD)
unfortunately there are no pictures to go with it
Rubber D*ck Doll on PornHub (4.99 USD)
Rubber D*ck Doll on C4S (6.99 USD)
Tuesday, August 27, 2019
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