Technical difficulties and changing plans

 Hi all, 
So I've been struggling a bit with this new online environment I find myself in when trying to post adult content. I'm pretty disappointed in PornHub. The more I'm trying to contact customer service and look through the site and my content, the more disappointed I'm getting. I think there may have been an issue where a number of my paid videos on PornHub never was actually posted online except for being viewable by me. So in February I'm going to try to get all my existing content on PH that I believe has been made private (and unviewable by anyone other than myself) up on a platform where it can be seen/purchased. I'm not sure what that platform will be exactly, since my original go-to was Clips4Sale, however upon turning to them I realized again there are new guidelines that I'm needing to follow. So I'm also working with them around updating my profile and making sure I'm in compliance with all their rules. However, with Clips4Sale, I believe that my site is still active and one can still purchase content there, which is something at least. I just cannot upload new content there until I get a call back from their customer service. So I'm hoping that this'll be resolved by next weekend. 

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Introducing "Sable"

 

Actual news, with pictures and videos!

so my partner and I have been discussing more about putting out latex and fetish content. I shared with her that I have a PH account and have sold solo content in the past. She somehow had nearly no reaction to this. I suppose it helps that she's seen a good chunk of my latex collection and also understands how solitary I am, so she saw it as a way for me to share my fetish with others, which is not untrue. 

She says that she has been enjoying our latex-play and she was originally the one that brought up the idea of her being involved in making some latex videos, however she drew the line at it being focused on some non-sexual activity or being 'sensual' at the most. 

A bit ago she was getting ready to put on some latex and from our previous conversations I pulled out my DSLR and tripod, just to open the conversation about possibly filming, hoping that this would be a baby-step in the direction of taking some pictures and hopefully consider making some videos in the future. 

She was immediately open to me taking pictures and videos of her stretching and worming around until the suit fit the way she wanted. So I have a video that's been uploaded to my PH account, however it's been a long time since I've been on PH, so I'm seeing they've made some changes and it seems like each video needs to undergo some sort of review process first. So I'm hoping it gets approved and is put online soon. 

Just to explain a little about the video itself:
I had no intention of taking any pictures or videos this evening where we took the video. Which is the opposite of how I normally make videos. Normally I would set the area, get the camera and the angle prepared and everything, THEN I would start dressing. This time around I was trying to maintain a safe and comfortable atmosphere while also scrambling to get equipment together. 

That is all to say that this video doesn't have enough light, because of this the film quality is quite low. I also had to mute the video since she was playing music while stretching and I didn't want to get stuck with any copyright violations. I also couldn't really figure out a good boxing of the position of the camera, 1) because I hadn't cleared the area and 2) because she kept moving. So this is very much an amateur video and it's very much a first of it's kind for me. So I'm hoping in the future that we can pre-plan these a bit more and produce videos that are at least at the level that I was before. 

However, this is all very exciting news to me and this story also goes on.. so I'll be sharing more about it here, however in the meantime I want this video to get processed. Then at that point I'll continue the story, but there are some big changes and exciting (to me at least) new content coming out in the coming weeks/months!

--post-post update--

So with not being on clips4sale or PH for a while, it seems like they've changed quite a few of their policies. So I'm trying to get everything updated and in accordance with new guidelines. Having said this, the video is uploaded, but I'm a little worried that I'll get hung-up a bit with some of these updates and needing to submit more documentation for compliance reasons. So once that gets squared away, the video should be viewable. 

An actual update

 Hi All, 
So my GF and I got dressed up the other night and since our last conversation about making videos, I just had my camera charged and attached to the tripod out after we got all rubbered up. I wasn't expecting this night to turn into any filming or even picture taking, but at least introducing the idea and starting to think about what/how we would do any sort of videos or pictures. 

She was especially open to putting on latex and putting on a hood, since we were considering taking pictures. So there were some videos and pictures taken. She said that with the images I could share some, we now need to talk about whether we're going to do anything with the videos. So I'll hopefully have more updates here soon! 

More brief and sporadic updates

 I shouldn't make promises of future updates, since I've become so irregular with masking or visiting my own sites. 

A part of why I've been so bad about updating this past year (2022) was because my computer basically died. Not entirely, but enough to where using it became extremely difficult to use, so I pulled back from even browsing fetish related things. 

Although, I'm here more to write out a recent observation. 
I've noticed that from years of masking, wearing latex, and cross-dressing, I've basically been hard-wired to check out sales on women's clothing and sales on latex. Given that I haven't x-dressed or masked in the past year (which feels sort of nuts to me), my focus with perusing these sales has been to buy my girlfriend things to wear. She's been a good sport about wearing things I buy and offering to wear things even when I don't ask, which has been great. 

So this shopping compulsion has somehow transitioned smoothly and nicely for me. She's also been pleased that I keep buying 'her' things (I put 'her' in quotations, because these are really purchases that are for my benefit). A part of my cross dressing has always had something to do with the fact that there were clothing items that I found particularly exciting, however trying to coerce someone into wearing these things for me all the time felt exhausting and ultimately unrealistic. However, now that I have someone that basically does this (maybe 1x-2x a month) it seems to scratch the same itch (getting to see these garments in action). It's definitely not the same as masking, in some ways I enjoy it more, in other ways I find it to be completely different. I don't miss all the time and effort of dressing up, only to achieve a look that I'm not pleased with, but I do miss the sensation of being that shiny sexy woman in the mirror, however I will admit it's not a bad consolation prize with having my girlfriend dress in these things and looking much better than I ever would.  

When she's dressing up a good deal (nearly full enclosure) then I often will wear a fake muscle breast plate as well as a hollow dildo, along with a latex outfit, which I've been enjoying quite a bit and she has admitted that she enjoys it when I don these latex and silicone garments/prosthetics. 

So I've just found it interesting in how my latex and women's clothing purchasing habits haven't changed, however the size of the things I buy has dramatically changed (since I'm buying for a CIS woman and not myself). 

She and I are also in the process of figuring out some sort of project involving latex and creating video/s in the semi near future. This again was her idea, which I'm happy about. So if/when more about this comes out, then I'll be posting it up here, however this idea is still in it's infancy, so I'm entirely unsure what type of video/s these will be. 

So I wanted to ask the community for some help here:
To start it sounds like she's interested in making latex/rubber videos that wouldn't necessarily be pornographic in nature: stretching, sensual movement, etc. It's also unclear if she'll be interested in being disciplined around putting out regular content (at least once a month). She's hoping to monetize these videos, which is the part that has left me unsure about what platform to consider. 
I was thinking PornHub, but if these were free to view videos, then even with thousands of views, it only relates to maybe a few dollars a video (over the course of months). If they were pay videos on this platform, then I think it would be a hard sell, since they're not actually pornographic (in my opinion at least). 
Has anyone had any experience with something like OnlyFans? It feels like something like this would be more appropriate for that platform, but it's also my understanding that OnlyFans is really for people who are going to be putting out a good deal of regular, ongoing content. 

So does anyone know of any platforms for sexual (but not pornographic) videos that has a reasonable monetization method? Ideally one that doesn't require a pay-per view or subscription approach (but even ones with a pay-per view/subsciption approach would be ok)?
(more likely than not it'll end up on pornHub, but we'll see. I'll keep y'all posted on the potentially exciting news!