Monday, April 28, 2008

to the story

So I mentioned that I talked to someone about latex and that I'd tell the story... so here comes the story.

About a month ago I was contacted by a friend of a friend about learning some dance stuff. I met with the girl, but noticed we ended up talking more than dancing. By the end she gave me her number. Over the course of the next few weeks I taught her dance a couple more times, however we ended up hanging out way more frequently.

After some time I started to recognize that I was becoming increasingly attracted to her, from her independence, to her ability to make me laugh, to her willingness to basically do and say anything. Last week, after realizing that I was attracted to her, I made the decision to tell her how I felt. I figured that the feeling wasn't mutual, so I thought I might as well get it out there and know for sure. So that way I'd be able to move on after said conversation. Furthermore, given her personality, I knew that she would be able to handle me telling her that I liked her, without making things awkward.

So one night we decided to hang out, but she insisted that we do something outside. I ended up packing up a jacket and a blanket.
We found ourselves in a closed park around 11pm talking about sex. I figured that it would be a good topic to segue into telling her how I felt. However, for whatever reason I let the subject drag and drag and drag, while I did I laid down on the blanket and tried to inch myself closer and closer to her. I also noticed that I was doing nearly all the talking. I ended up divulging nearly all my sex secrets/encounters without her saying barely anything. I nearly told her about latex, but then caught myself, cause I figured I didn't want to scare her off or totally weird her out before saying what I originally wanted to say. However, she detected that there were a few things that I was holding back.. so she basically forced me to finish my story, so I told her that she'd have to answer a question of mine before I finished my story.

I ended up burying my face in the blanket while reluctantly telling her about my latex fetish, but before she reacted I made her answer my question; which was, "are you at all attracted to me?" Which was just a cowardly way of saying that I was attracted to her.
With eyes closed and face down I was waiting for the awkward silence to begin denoting her disinterest when she I felt her fingers combing through my hair.
"yeah, I am actually."

We hooked up for a few minutes, then shortly after she asked me the usual questions about latex, "so, are you turned on by condoms?"
"latex gloves?"
"no... look, don't even try to guess -"
I wound into a long discussion about sexuality, fetishes, and things that are similar to latex that could ultimately give her some idea as to what I was talking about. She seemed interested in it, however it was getting late and we were getting cold. So we kissed a bit more then she drove me back to my car and was off.

Since then we've seen each other a few more times and she has sent me tons of text messages, most of which involving latex related innuendos, however we're still yet to do anything of that nature... and honestly, I don't expect to, largely cause the more I learn about her, the more I realize that this is going to be a short-lived engagement.
Anyway, that was the story! =P

Saturday, April 26, 2008

nothing special

I've been kind of busy lately, however not so much with work, it's been more social, which isn't a great excuse, but it's the truth.
Yup, it's girl drama.. it's so much easier to dress as one, opposed to trying to date one, XP

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

New Video

you can check it out in my 'other' clip store...
and a picture from what I'm wearing in the video.
Random question:
Why am I not wearing the femask?
Well, the 2 main reasons is 1) cause my head is a bit large for it and I don't want to over-wear it and potentially break it 2) I have to buy something for it before I can wear it again.. but don't worry! I'll be wearing it again soon.

Random piece of news:
I had a long talk about latex earlier tonight with a friend, a story will ensue.

Monday, April 21, 2008


Here's a preview of things to come:

1.5 new photo-sets, one featuring a new halter-top I had custom made by Betty LaBamba.. and I love it! her stuff is great, you should check out her online store (the link is over on the right of my blog)

A new mature video, I'll be formatting it and posting it up in my 'other' clip store within the next few days.

Ooooh exciting!
keep checking in for updates.. but I have to run cause I've got a date of sorts

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Out of town

OOoooooookay, so I thought I'd be able to upload more content, etc. while up here in the mid-west, however the internet in my hotel room isn't working. So I'm stuck in the lobby, where I feel like it'd be totally inappropriate to edit/format/post any of my stuff. So I'm sorry about suggesting that I would, cause I won't be putting anything up until early next week at earliest.

Also, someone mentioned something about larger breast-forms and the femskin.. Well, I haven't used the larger forms in the femskin cause they're so big, it totally makes the suit have a uni-boob. However, I can get an open-cupped bra, which will make it possible for me to wear the larger forms with the femskin. I'm a little afraid that they might rip the suit, so I'm kinda hesitant to buy.

But because my video/content sales have been going pretty well lately, I'll buy one if there are enough responses. So all of you in favor of me getting a bra like that, say 'yay' (as in leave a comment) and I'll consider getting it.

Monday, April 14, 2008

I can't remember

I can't remember the last time I had so many positive comments.

So what is it?
The mask?
The outfit?
or was it the video?

Friday, April 11, 2008

You asked for more...

So, there were a few of you asking for something more out of the 'stripes' video. So I figured that I would try to offer something more.

Ironically the new video and pictures are titled 'pinstripes' cause of the panties and bra that I'm wearing..
The video is fairly similar to 'stripes' however I'm standing/sitting through it, instead of laying down. However, this time around, I lose the briefs.

So no more complainin!!! hehe =P

The video can be found in my "other clip store" and the full set of the pictures in my 'pictures' section in the 1.50 store.

Thursday, April 10, 2008

Before Bed

Well, I'm back home and there was a nice surprise at home waiting for me.

Anyway, I'm not going to write a long post because I'm just about to go to sleep.. but to give some credit where credit is due. The Man and I made a trade a bit ago, my corset for an unknown item. That item ended up being a femask. Was it an even trade? I don't think so, since I certainly got the better end of that deal, so thank you if you're reading this.

I've got a bunch of new pictures and videos ready and waiting, I'll post them in the next few days. So I hope this holds you all over until then =P

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Up up and away

So I'm going to be out of town for a short while. Which means I'm gonna be away from my computer. However, no longer than a normal gap between postings anyway, so you all shouldn't notice any difference.

Lately I've been in one of my sexual/fetish lags, where I don't really feel like masking or like having sex or like getting into a relationship. It's kind of strange, every now and then I just slump into this kind of emotional limbo where I'm generally unaffected by things. It's a lot like being depressed, just without the depression. Although, these lags are generally followed by the desire to mask, so I don't doubt that sometime next week (or the week after at latest) I'll be back to my masking ways!

Also, I have some new acquisitions on the way. So when I get my hands on those, I'll definitely be dressing again!

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

something old and something cold

Below are a couple pictures I took the day that I got the femskin. I actually surprised a friend of mine with it. I had told her that I ordered one, but didn't tell her that it arrived. She came over, I cooked dinner, started eating, and she didn't know anything was amiss. I assumed that she'd notice that I suddenly had breasts, but didn't.
So I got up from the table and unzipped my track-jacket revealing my feminine-silicone body. She was shocked at how realistic it looked, so to capture her and my mutual amazement I handed her my camera and asked if she'd take a few pictures.
Anyway, I've been strongly considering masking lately, but unfortunately, I'm still sick.
Last week I was feeling under the weather while preparing for a number of dance shows and it was.... physically traumatic. So now that it's over I'm feeling way better mentally, but my body totally crashed after I was done.
Currently I'm dealing with the aftermath of 8-9 hour daily rehearsals with a runny nose, cough, and fever. I'm now feeling more ill than I did last week, probably because I don't have nearly as much adrenaline and cortisol pumping through my veins. However, I can't really take a day off to get better, but I'm not trying to over stack my schedule. This next month is going to be insane work & schedule-wise, however I feel confident that I'll get through everything alright, and hopefully be able to put aside some time to take more pictures/videos.

I'm actually having a custom made outfit put together by a friend, so I should be getting about half of it in the next few weeks and perhaps the other half in a month or two.

In other news, after the dance shows I suddenly became a lot more popular. There are lots more people interested in taking my classes and I've also found that I have a growing group of female fans. It's flattering, but strange at the same time. In the past few months I've been acting like a crazy old recluse, but in doing public performances it's pretty impossible to keep myself hidden.

Before this week I was seeing a couple girls and judging whether I'd like to start dating them or not. I found a few of them fairly attractive, but knew they wouldn't be able to handle my latex or masking fetish. Others I know wouldn't have a problem with me dressing up as a girl, but I just don't find them appealing outside of that feature.

It's strange to see how large a part of my life latex and masking has become, so much so that I'm appraising future mates by how open-minded they are.
This week I've found myself with more potential options, so perhaps I'll be able to find someone who is intelligent, beautiful, interesting, and accepting all wrapped into one, although I'm not holding my breath.

Anyway, that's basically everything that's been going on with me lately! I'll try to keep the posts coming more regularly now that I have more free time.