Thursday, January 29, 2009

Out of time

Hey all,

I just wanted to warn everyone that I'm going to be totally without any free time for about the next week. If it turns out that I get an afternoon or evening to myself I'll definitely shoot and edit the rest of 'The Pill: part 3" and put it up online, but it's unlikely that time will be very soon.
I'll try to put up a post here and there through the next week, but until a week from Saturday, I'm going to be obscenely busy.

However, I did get a couple neat things in the mail, so that will make for some interesting pictures and videos coming out once I get some time to myself.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

mask and the future

wow, that was a lot of comments in a very short period of time!

Yup, I've been keeping up with the SPFX masks forums and am yet to know if or when a decent realistic female mask will be made by them, however I think they're more likely to make one over composite effects.

I also did just checked out the photogenic masks site, they are a bit more expensive than I thought they were or rather the spfx ones are cheaper than I remembered. Regardless, Natori's site is not taking any orders at the moment, so it's really not an issue cause I can't buy anything. However, I agree with one of the anon-comments in saying that, "the Natori masks are more like beautiful sculptures of part of women's heads, made to fit more or less over one's face."
I definitely prefer the idea of an over-the-head silicone mask to a helmet-like one, even though the natoris masks do look great.

I have thought about making one myself, but I also thought about how I can't make anything myself, I'm utterly useless in creating anything, unless it's a performing art of some sort.
Anyhow, something good will come out I'm sure.
50 years ago the best we had were corsets and women's clothes, then there was padding, now there's more realistic inserts, prosthetics that can transform male genitals into women's, full silicone body-suits, and an array of wonderful female masks and make-up techniques.

So I'm sure some great things will be coming out in the future.. even if many of them won't be here in the near future.

Sunday, January 25, 2009

update and answers

So to answer 2 of the same questions from the last post:
Yes, there will be a 3rd part to The Pill series.
But I still need to film a few things for it and figure out some thematic details. I'm hoping to have it knocked out sometime this upcoming week.

Not a whole bunch has been going on with me lately otherwise. I've recently spent tons of money on latex and other related stuff, but most of it hasn't arrived yet, so I'm spending most of my days anxiously waiting near my mailbox.
I've also been itching for a quality silicone mask to come out, but am yet to find anything relevant on the net, which is unfortunate cause my wardrobe and 'body' are getting more and more elaborate, but my face stays the same.. it doesn't seem to make any sense, but! I have hope that a realistic silicone female mask will be made! Although, it's getting harder and harder to idly sit on the money I've set aside for it, so hopefully (for everyone) one will come out soon!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009


(from Fuzzy Boots)

For some reason, within the past couple days I've spent about 400 dollars on rubber and photo-taking related products.

Then about a month ago I spent something like 500 dollars on latex...

Do I have a problem?
I guess it depends on your point of view, but I've got lots of fun stuff coming in the mail. I just can't get enough of this stuff!

Oh, and I'm currently working on 'part 2' of "The Pill"
So stay tuned!
I'd post a trailer, but most of the interesting parts are too mature for this site. So check out my other clip store for a preview.

Saturday, January 17, 2009


Have to get up early for work tomorrow.. figured I'd put something up for the sake of it though.
(latex leggings pack)

(Head Mistress photo set)

Monday, January 12, 2009

Down with the Weather

photo from 'latex leggings'

It suddenly got extremely cold in the past few days and as a result I've been totally drained.
Not really keeping up to date online, letting my house get messy, not responding to e-mails, falling behind a little on work.
Tomorrow I'm going to get back to work (work; as in my job)
but that doesn't really mean anything to any of you.

While thinking about how lazy I've felt, I realized that I have no idea what I'm going to do for my next video. Normally when I get a new garment or toy or prosthetic I whip out the camera and get shooting, but I just realized I don't have anything exciting coming in the mail in the near future.

So I'd like to encourage people to make requests or suggest video ideas. As long as it doesn't involve going outside, using multiple people, destruction of current garments/toys/suits, or the use of some magical ability to turn myself into an actual female (cause unfortunately, I can't).

So e-mail me an at: or post it as a comment here.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Friday, January 9, 2009

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Accidental Exhibitionism

Earlier tonight while filming my new clip, I realized I had to go outside to get something from my car. I was of course dressed totally in drag, femskin, heels, and all. I walked outside, clicking my heels against the steps down toward my car when I brushed the wig hair out of my face and saw someone walking down the sidewalk across the street. I froze, wanting to run back indoors, but thought that would be awkward. So I stood still a moment, trying to seem like I was somehow busying myself doing essentially nothing, I also noticed that I automatically made all my movements flamboyant and feminine.
After a bit, I looked back over in his direction and saw he was crossing the street to my side. I started walking back up toward my house and stood there a moment pretending to look through my skin-tight pockets. I checked again to see where he was, and he was slowly walking down the street, looking back at me.
The moment he was out of site I ran out to my car, grabbed what I needed and as I started walking back up to my house I saw the same guy walking back toward my house.
I leaped inside and locked the door.

exciting!! but a little scary, it was enlightening to see how guys sometime engage girls, it also explains why they're sometimes so stand offish

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Those pink Gloves

I got a message earlier that I wasn't allowed to respond to for some reason.
Anyway, this is the only way I can see to answer the question in question, I bought my spiked pink gloves from Hot Topic's online store, but it was a long time ago, so I have no idea if they're still selling them or not.
Hope that helps,

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Member site

So, over on the upper right you may notice a new link called "membership site"

I know some of you were disenchanted with the raising prices of the videos (which is mainly correlated with length). Anyway, as a solution I've also opened a 'membership' site, as a current solution.
I spent all day Sunday uploading ALL my material: every video in the 1.50 store, all photos ever taken, and all my 'mature' videos from the other clip site.

So, what is this membership site?
It's a site where you pay for a month of access with no recurring fee (so if you sign up for one month, it automatically cancels after 30 days, so you don't keep getting charged).
The good: you get access to all my material ever made for one relatively small fee, given that if you bought everything individually it would cost somewhere around $150
The bad: All the material is streaming/view only, so you won't be able to download it to your computer.

You can find it at:
or just link over at the top right in the future.
(also, all the preview pictures are a little warped, but when they're enlarged they look normal)

Also, this is largely intended for those interested in seeing everything, for less. Cause honestly it would cost about the same to buy a membership month to month as it would to buy all the new videos as they come out. However, if you buy them as they come out, then you get the benefit of having and keeping the videos for as long as you want. However, having the alternative of selling a true 'everything' set would get a little costly, which I don't think anyone would really prefer.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Low Res vs. Hi Res

So here is a sample of my previous video quality I've been using.

The story behind this clip:
One night I was getting ready to shoot a video and had the bright idea that I would try wearing my latex catsuit underneath the femskin. I figured it may look and feel a bit different, but thought it might be a cool idea.
It turned out that getting the silicone over the latex was much harder than I had originally imagined. It was nearly impossible, given that it took me about 20 minutes to just get the femskin up to my knee on one leg. So I scrapped the whole idea and ended up doing the 'head mistress' and 'strip tease' photo set and video.

Now here is a preview of the new film quality produced by my new digital camcorder and film editing software. (there's an accompanying photo-set called 'Latex Leggings' that can be found in the 1.50 store)

Both clips are scaled down and the quality is made a bit worse by posting on the internet, I packaged the original files with the 'latex leggings' photo-set.

Thursday, January 1, 2009