Sunday, January 8, 2023

More brief and sporadic updates

 I shouldn't make promises of future updates, since I've become so irregular with masking or visiting my own sites. 

A part of why I've been so bad about updating this past year (2022) was because my computer basically died. Not entirely, but enough to where using it became extremely difficult to use, so I pulled back from even browsing fetish related things. 

Although, I'm here more to write out a recent observation. 
I've noticed that from years of masking, wearing latex, and cross-dressing, I've basically been hard-wired to check out sales on women's clothing and sales on latex. Given that I haven't x-dressed or masked in the past year (which feels sort of nuts to me), my focus with perusing these sales has been to buy my girlfriend things to wear. She's been a good sport about wearing things I buy and offering to wear things even when I don't ask, which has been great. 

So this shopping compulsion has somehow transitioned smoothly and nicely for me. She's also been pleased that I keep buying 'her' things (I put 'her' in quotations, because these are really purchases that are for my benefit). A part of my cross dressing has always had something to do with the fact that there were clothing items that I found particularly exciting, however trying to coerce someone into wearing these things for me all the time felt exhausting and ultimately unrealistic. However, now that I have someone that basically does this (maybe 1x-2x a month) it seems to scratch the same itch (getting to see these garments in action). It's definitely not the same as masking, in some ways I enjoy it more, in other ways I find it to be completely different. I don't miss all the time and effort of dressing up, only to achieve a look that I'm not pleased with, but I do miss the sensation of being that shiny sexy woman in the mirror, however I will admit it's not a bad consolation prize with having my girlfriend dress in these things and looking much better than I ever would.  

When she's dressing up a good deal (nearly full enclosure) then I often will wear a fake muscle breast plate as well as a hollow dildo, along with a latex outfit, which I've been enjoying quite a bit and she has admitted that she enjoys it when I don these latex and silicone garments/prosthetics. 

So I've just found it interesting in how my latex and women's clothing purchasing habits haven't changed, however the size of the things I buy has dramatically changed (since I'm buying for a CIS woman and not myself). 

She and I are also in the process of figuring out some sort of project involving latex and creating video/s in the semi near future. This again was her idea, which I'm happy about. So if/when more about this comes out, then I'll be posting it up here, however this idea is still in it's infancy, so I'm entirely unsure what type of video/s these will be. 

So I wanted to ask the community for some help here:
To start it sounds like she's interested in making latex/rubber videos that wouldn't necessarily be pornographic in nature: stretching, sensual movement, etc. It's also unclear if she'll be interested in being disciplined around putting out regular content (at least once a month). She's hoping to monetize these videos, which is the part that has left me unsure about what platform to consider. 
I was thinking PornHub, but if these were free to view videos, then even with thousands of views, it only relates to maybe a few dollars a video (over the course of months). If they were pay videos on this platform, then I think it would be a hard sell, since they're not actually pornographic (in my opinion at least). 
Has anyone had any experience with something like OnlyFans? It feels like something like this would be more appropriate for that platform, but it's also my understanding that OnlyFans is really for people who are going to be putting out a good deal of regular, ongoing content. 

So does anyone know of any platforms for sexual (but not pornographic) videos that has a reasonable monetization method? Ideally one that doesn't require a pay-per view or subscription approach (but even ones with a pay-per view/subsciption approach would be ok)?
(more likely than not it'll end up on pornHub, but we'll see. I'll keep y'all posted on the potentially exciting news!

3 comments:

Montyplier said...

I guess the style of videos you're thinking of would be something like ShineTight? Which sounds great tbh.

I've known some creators that used Patreon or similar platforms. You can set it so that subscribers get charged only when you post new content, so that can work as a compromise between PPV and subscription.

Anima said...

Ah, perfect, this is great information. I really appreciate it!

Anonymous said...

so did she see your videos and if so what did she think and would she want to try the silicone?