now for something a little different...

I took this picture while I was in Japan.
However, while posting it now I'm realizing that I hardly ever put any pictures of myself up while in my normal, masculine form. (however, I guess I call my male side 'Animus' and this isn't Animus's site, so I guess it's fitting)

I also realized that this is also one of the few pictures where my real face is actually exposed, ok... partially exposed.
I think I've talked about this before, but when I first started putting pictures online I made the conscious decision not to reveal my face... not only to keep myself 'anonymous' but moreover because I think that when someone, especially a guy, shows their real face on the net then it says a lot about them.
It's saying one of a few things:
I'm all about latex, fetish, x-dressing, etc. so much so that it's a central to my personality.
I'm trying to find a mate through this online identity.
Or that I'm really after a more real transformation, opposed to a superficial one.

and honestly, I've always been more interested in the process of changing my form, face, genitalia, etc. with prosthetics. So I feel as though I fall into the category of masker and x-dresser who always keeps their face hidden, not to remain anonymous, but rather... I think it's better that way, never knowing what's under the silicone, padding, mask, and rubber, because honestly, nobody comes to this site to see my real face anyway
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*Response to Closet:
ya, while browsing google images I did find a few pictures of her with short hair, however the poses were all different. So I picked a picture that was a bit more iconic and probably more recognizable to most people.

RE:

Closet:
silver sable?unfortunately I haven't read any comics in years, however with the aid of google I was able to see who you are talking about.
it's flattering. =D
I kind of see the resemblance (she kind of looks like storm actually).

Ghostly:
I do suppose I would need to be in all silver for it to really work. Unfortunately the silver catsuit I was wearing in this photo ripped!! :(
and yeah, it seems all too often that I need to try to guilt some comments out of my visitors as well.
bleeh, it's no fun, is it?

sarahbright:
thanks for the long, intricate message.
I too used to feel the way you do about rubbering up (I'm using the past tense partially because it's been such a long time for me :P ). However, the last few times that I dressed, I found it to be less erotic and myself feeling like less of an object..
I was dressing so frequently that it was like I was kind of shifting into a slightly altered personality, a persona I was getting so aquainted with that it wasn't inherently exciting anymore.

The reason for me dressing more was to let that part of myself out along with the fact that I liked the whole process of thinking of ideas that may help me achieve a more feminine look, then putting different garments together to help create the illusion.
I have had some interest in dressing, yet I haven't for 2 reasons.
1) I don't have any new & fun gear to get me excited about dressing.
2) NJ is in the middle of a heat-wave.. so it's not just hot, it's disgustingly, health-threateningly hot.
blaah.

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I was just looking through some older photos and I'm always taken aback when looking at rubbered up / masked pictures of myself.
It always feels as though I'm looking at someone else and is hard for me to even imagine that it's me under all that padding, latex, and foam rubber.

yoshhhhh

So, I've been busy... any surprise?!?!
hehe.

I feel like I have some masking and latex wearing on the horizon, I'm just not sure as to when exactly..

in other news.. nothing fetish related.. I guess it seems to go that way over the summer, when the weather is hot and rubber really doesn't seem to be the lightest or most pleasant material to slide into... even though it is tempting at times..
but come to think of it, it seems like new material tends not to crop up too frequently over the summer... weeird..

uhmmmm, it's also annoying having to constantly coerce comments out of all of you!! however, I don't have any new material, so I won't do it this time... unless I just did. ;P

kay, g'nite!

boo!

I'm still alive.

Well, unfortunately I don't have anything fetish related to update on... again.
So I guess I'll just tell you all about my amazing adventures in real life!.. okay, they're not amazing at all, in fact, I've been doing nearly nothing.
I've just been doing research, studying Japanese, dancing a ton, and spending time with a few new people, most of whom I don't really click with at all.

I've been considering dressing, however I haven't lately largely because 1) it's super hot and 2) I don't have any new gear to get me all excited for rubber..
However, I should be getting a check for my ads kinda soon, which means I have some fun money, however I can't think of anything to get with it.. probably because my taste is a little too expensive =/

I guess that I've kinda been in a down-slump in terms of latex and masking lately... and the fact that I haven't found any new or interesting material on the net certainly hasn't helped!!!

anyway, if anyone has any around-100-dollar purchase suggestions or interesting kinky links to pass over my way, feel free to leave a message!

UGH!!

it's far FAR too hot to dress now-a-days...

S'no fun!

however, I don't have any new gear anyway, so it's not too exciting anyway.
=/

Back!

Okay, I'm back in NJ, had about as good a time as I could have in Cali, however I haven't been thinking too much about masking/dressing lately...

and you know what hasn't helped?!
the lack of comments on this site!
=P

(the fact that I feel like I've gained a little weight hasn't helped either)