Well, as many all of you must have noticed, through this year my updates have been sporadic at best. As of recently I've been focusing most of my attention on establishing + enjoying my social life. I've also been figuring out my 'girl' situation (as opposed to my t-girl.. erm..ness).
My most recent ex has been calling, texting, and e-mailing me like crazy, but I'm avoiding her, since once a relationship ends (especially if it has a rocky end), I don't look back. I've also been partially seeing one girl who I'm afraid would be too up tight for me to actually date, although she's gorgeous, so I'm a little conflicted with her. And I just spent the weekend with a girl who seems perfect! Although, I don't know her all that well yet, which will hopefully change soon.
Oh, and I'm steadily ending things with another girl that I've been sleeping with on and off since October.
Through my history with relationships I've found myself to be in one of two situations: 1) I'm happily in a dysfunctional relationship or 2) I'm depressingly single. As of the past few months I've been happily single.. and even though I'm sleeping with someone, I find myself desiring a new relationship.
This development has got me thinking about where my fetish ranks on my overall priority list. Back when I made my first blog I was happily in a dysfunctional relationship where I had fully integrated all my fetishes, it was wonderful and amazing. However, since then I've only introduced latex to my girlfriends (and not masking or x-dressing). I've found that I need sex and I need latex, but I don't know if I need to share masking or dressing with my partner, which is a bit unfortunate, since I love doing both so much.
I don't really know where I'm going with this post, but I just wanted to start a bit of a discussion and see where it goes.
Aside from that the weather is HOT and definitely not ideal for masking, although I imagine that I'll be dressing again in the relatively near future. Although even sooner, I'll be posting those items I've been talking about forever on e-bay because the private auction seems like it was a bust.
Hopefully more to come soon!
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