I'm an idiot!!!

but I'll explain why later.

now, enjoy this picture =P

(yes, it is the ever allusive doll-suit)

help and info!

Okay, first with the info. I stumbled across this site sticky-site.com
I think it's pretty relevant and is loaded with fantastic art! the only problem is I can't navigate it at all! ugh, I've got to work on this computer illiteracy I've got goin' on.

On a related note, the HELP section.
So, does anybody know how to edit HTML? I have a different site where I need to ad links and put up linked pictures, however you have to do it through the HTML which I am totally unfamiliar with. can anybody help me?! please leave a comment if you know how to do either.
Thank you!

irrelevant ads

As my ads become less and less relevant, I find that means that what I'm talking about is getting further and further from the intended subject of this blog. So I'll try to get back on track.

Unfortunately I haven't dressed in a while nor have I bought anything new lately, but I have been in the market for it. I'm debating as to whether I should purchase some low-cut latex-jeans, cause I just adore womens leg-ware, even though I should be getting a dress, blouse, or just something for my upper-body. I do have my eye on a leotard and a blouse, but I think from those two I'll only be getting one... I should probably get the blouse, but it's hard for me to resist the leotard! since I prefer things that are tight, even though something loose would probably create a better effect.

decisions!!!
input? or suggestions as to what I should buy?

Response to Closet

Yeah, I'm planning on telling her, but I'm still letting the dust settle a bit. I figure when she really tries to get back in contact with me, then I'll let her know how things are on my end. Cause I've just gotten sick of being 'the other guy,' cause it's a position I never wanted to be in in the first place, and it's one that I don't intend on returning to any time soon.

slow news day

Welllllllllllll,

not much has been going on with me.
I've pushed back my travel plans until the winter / next year, I've been dancing a ton, teaching a bit, deciding on a new latex outfit to buy, and...
well, my love-life right now is basically at a stand-still.

There's one girl who just returned from home who has been calling me, presumably she still wants a relationship, which I do not. Also, D has returned and called me for the first time today.
I never finished the story about her... I suppose I'll sum it up quickly before I give my synopsis of all that.

D and I kissed for the first time, she started dating some other guy, we then made-out again, then fought, then made-up and messed around, fought, made-up, fought, made-up... you see where this is going.
My main conflict with her was just the fact that she couldn't make up her mind, one minute she was saying it was a mistake for her to be with anyone other than me and says she's going to break up with her boyfriend, then she doesn't and seems all the more dedicated to the relationship. The cycle revolved over and over again until I met up with her in California when her and I had sex for the first and last time (which I take pretty seriously in general, and I assume she does too). I reached a peak with my feelings for her, but then the cycle started up again and I just got frustrated.
Now she's back in town and I'm just fed up with it all.

So she called, I didn't really say much, literally leaving huge silences in the conversation and in a way I'm hoping that if I just leave it alone, everything'll go away, cause in the end, everything involving her has just dragged me down.

however, I suspect that things won't go so smoothly, so I'm anticipating some depressed times on the horizon.
So you've all been warned
XP

I'm so spoiling you guys right now...

... but I've been too busy lately to do anything about it.
=P

comments are always appreciated.

new photo-set